Venting....

Hi guise!

I'm not sure if many people actually read my blog, but meh, I'll still write anyway. It really has been a while though, I've been really busy as usual. I've had a lot on my mind.
The picture is of my locket I have that reminds me of my two sisters, Clo and Niamhy. I miss them both loads!
Uni is going great but the work is slightly scary. The people are really lovely on my course and I've made loads of friends, which is what is keeping me going I think.
I had a group project hand-in yesterday and the demonstration today which was scary. I really feel like I put an awful lot of work into the project which wasn't recognised enough, but what can I say, it's my own fault. I'll know for next time. Anyway, the moderator came around to view our 'First Year Computing at Queen's' kiosk, it looked pretty good I think, but he slaughtered it. I mean, he did say some pretty harsh things about it, but at the end he told us that we had passed but not just passed, passed with distinction.... what? I mean, I'm really happy about it but it's strange. How can someone be so negative about something and then basically say 'oh yeah, that was great, you've passed and that work was distinction material.' Hmm. Anyway, we done well so that's one positive at least :)
Also, I miss Clo, my sister. It's only at silly times once in a while that I realise I miss her. I've been getting on ok without her, and that sounds terrible to say it, but she says the same. It's not as hard as I thought, but when I do realise I miss her it does hit me hard. I'm just used to being able to tell her everything that happens to me throughout a day, and to be able to turn to her for advice, but I don't have anyone now and it's weird. I mean, she's only a phonecall away but she won't understand everything as well now as before, and I'm hardly going to keep her on the phone for hours when she's busy.
Another thing on my mind is that I'm seeing so many of my friends happy in relationships at the minute and I'm really happy for them but I also feel a little bit silly that I feel a little alone around Christmas. It's not just Christmas though, this has been for the past few months. And I want to move on from previous stuff, it's not nice liking someone when they don't like you back. Well, at least I don't think they like me back anyway. Is a year long enough to establish that we are just friends? Probably.
I have a lot of other little silly things to say, but it's funny because I don't feel like I can properly vent on Twitter or my blog anymore. I used to write any old crap on both but I suppose I have to be careful what I say now. Meh.
On to more positive things! Even though uni is stressful at the minute, I'm still loving it. I love being a student. I love being involved with Queen's in different ways, it's exciting. Christmas is coming up soon, which is awesome. It's my favourite time of year. I love the Christmas music, markets, shopping, food, family... ahhh. It's magical.I'm looking forward to spending time with the family most of all!